The noble art of Sailing

Despite my love for diving,                         I’ve kept my oceans calmNot for steady departuresbut for the wheel to stay in my hand. I would only pull my anchorwhen the boat would reach a portWaiting for it to crash on a lighthousethat has often felt like a home The magic is found in glimmersof beams escaping the cloudsand […]

Sudden Doubt

I am trying to eraseevery detail of your face’cause it is stuck on my mindand it is aiming to replace all that I held as homeall that I kept as my ownmy chosen sense of lovethe face I chose as my one I am failing to stop itat times I feel I want itand there […]

Memory-like Reality

I don’t want dare to fallfor one more word’cause your face aintthe one at my doorAnd I could openmy windowbut I’ld rather seek your traceson my soul So I find the lighton a face I called minethough he aint standingby my sideSo I find the sunin a memory that’s goneand the more I delveI don’t […]

Quarantine | The Lockdown Version | Day #23

The confinement of the body often unravels the darkest shades of one’s spirit. As the body feels threatened that it will get dehydrated it signals the brain to reach out for anything that could keep its juices running. This is probably why we are overwhelmed by a desire that cannot truly be addressed to one […]

Quarantine | The Lockdown Version | Day #20

Realising that the only way to track your days is a kind of diary you created but failed to keep always feels like a nice tap on the shoulder. The voice that addresses the matter after the tap usually says “Well done dear. This quarantine has blurred out your sense of time by spreading coffee […]

Quarantine | The Lockdown Version | Day #11

I have not been writing lately but that is not the only thing I have not been doing. I have not been sleeping. I do not even recall eating after I am done with my plate. It is as if my mind has been sucked in the no-feelings hole in order to find peace.  The […]

Quarantine | The Lockdown Version | Day #5

My entries feel somehow pointless. I guess today I am in no mood to actually write. Let’s  design a point though. The point will be how obscurely didactic the first series of words on a foreign language dictionary can be. The dictionary I used for today’s entry is a Hungarian-English dictionary that came to my […]

Quarantine | The Lockdown Version | Day #3

Have you ever felt that you have been exposed to an overload of information? Have you ever had to deal with the realisation that time has passed without you even realising it? Have you ever felt as if a wormhole has sucked half of your brain in it? What day was it today? You have. […]

Quarantine | The Lockdown Version | Day #1

I freaked out. I shouted. I swallowed my voice ten times today. I pretended to be happy for some friends on the social media. I avoided the friends I have recently acquired. I avoided talking to anyone who sees me as anything but a friend. I avoided talking to my mother about anything that pisses […]

Secret Mystical Gardens

Diary entry on photo diary – October 19th, 2016 ‘And as you let yourself perish in the streets of a place you thought you knew well, the eerie calm of the unvisited alleys may allure you sufficiently to lead you to an architectural cemetery…of all the houses that were carefully crafted to host a specific […]