Pick your fairytale

Didn’t want to disappoint youIt was easier to leaveIt ain’t easy to ignore youYou are the face I want to keep I don’t want to move on eitherThere is no point in trying to findAn alternative to the magicI experienced by your side Lelkem I find myselfgoing through the pictures that we sharedLelkem I lose […]

Project In Progress

The art of molding meaning At the course of our evolution as species we have engaged in practices aiming to find a subject behind everything that we cannot explain. Perhaps the first humans on earth looked up and frightened by the first storm they named it something similar to God. If that is true, a […]

The noble art of Sailing

Despite my love for diving,                         I’ve kept my oceans calmNot for steady departuresbut for the wheel to stay in my hand. I would only pull my anchorwhen the boat would reach a portWaiting for it to crash on a lighthousethat has often felt like a home The magic is found in glimmersof beams escaping the cloudsand […]

Sudden Doubt

I am trying to eraseevery detail of your face’cause it is stuck on my mindand it is aiming to replace all that I held as homeall that I kept as my ownmy chosen sense of lovethe face I chose as my one I am failing to stop itat times I feel I want itand there […]

Memory-like Reality

I don’t want dare to fallfor one more word’cause your face aintthe one at my doorAnd I could openmy windowbut I’ld rather seek your traceson my soul So I find the lighton a face I called minethough he aint standingby my sideSo I find the sunin a memory that’s goneand the more I delveI don’t […]

Quarantine | The Lockdown Version | Day #23

The confinement of the body often unravels the darkest shades of one’s spirit. As the body feels threatened that it will get dehydrated it signals the brain to reach out for anything that could keep its juices running. This is probably why we are overwhelmed by a desire that cannot truly be addressed to one […]

Quarantine | The Lockdown Version | Day #20

Realising that the only way to track your days is a kind of diary you created but failed to keep always feels like a nice tap on the shoulder. The voice that addresses the matter after the tap usually says “Well done dear. This quarantine has blurred out your sense of time by spreading coffee […]

Quarantine | The Lockdown Version | Day #11

I have not been writing lately but that is not the only thing I have not been doing. I have not been sleeping. I do not even recall eating after I am done with my plate. It is as if my mind has been sucked in the no-feelings hole in order to find peace.  The […]

Quarantine | The Lockdown Version | Day #5

My entries feel somehow pointless. I guess today I am in no mood to actually write. Let’s  design a point though. The point will be how obscurely didactic the first series of words on a foreign language dictionary can be. The dictionary I used for today’s entry is a Hungarian-English dictionary that came to my […]